Lyrics for Fallen Angels

Another Perfect Dawn

She was sitting on my doorstep     a fine rain was falling down

I asked her a question    she said she was new to this part of town

We turned to the west and watched the sun slowly sinking down

 

I made her some supper, the kitchen was warm, the cupboard nearly bare

She said she needed a bath to wash the stars out of her hair

The world at that moment wonderfully wide and infinitely fair

 

Love lives in everybody’s heart

It’s not love, that keeps us apart

Love’s willing, to meet you half-way

Just not today  (x2)

 

I gave you some clothes I’d grown out of a few years back

You thanked me with stories about trains that had jumped the track

The sun fully down, the sky a deep silken black

 

You slept on the couch, in the softest, deepest sleep

I turned the radio down, to bed the cat and I did creep

In the morning you were gone, I’d missed another perfect dawn

 

Love lives in everybody’s heart

It’s not love, that keeps us apart

Love’s willing, to meet you half-way

Just not today  (x2)

 

© ken ward 2020

 

Doctor Doctor

Doctor  Doctor    Please make me well

You’re going to heaven    I’m going to hell

Doctor Doctor    Please make me well

 

She takes my temperature, she says you’re really, really hot

She knows my history, and everything I got

I know this sickness will never go away

I’m eating a dozen apples each and every day

(chorus)

 

She lays her stethoscope, cold against my heart

My heart is beating, gonna tear my chest apart

My body’s itchin’, my mind has turned to mush

When I pull up my pants, she says ‘honey, what’s the rush’

(chorus)

 

My knees are shakin’, I’m a little short of breath

When the doctor says cough, she scares me half to death

She checks my ears, by whispering real low

Hands me a jam jar, says honey you have to go

(chorus)

 

She puts on rubber gloves, turns down the lights from low to dim

If I tense up, she starts to sing a gospel hymn

She’s got a cure for all my earthly ills

I just can’t afford to pay these monthly bills

(chorus)

 

Now if I live, I’ll need a new medical plan

I’ll need a new doctor, preferably a man

Who, when I get weak, won’t call it a disgrace

Write me a prescription and throw it in my face

 

© ken ward 2020

 

Fallen Angel

She had the eyes of a fallen angel

A body that had been through hell

A voice choked by smoke and cheap booze

 

Her smile was lopsided

My attention was undivided

On this woman who had paid her mortal dues

 

She said I married my first husband, full of love and deception

Everything began to go wrong, between the wedding and the wedding reception

The problem was the best man, the best man always wins

Thirty-four years later, I’m still paying for our sins

 

I knew her name was Ada

She had Frank Sinatra’s autograph

She had lost both her sisters to cancer

 

I had a hundred questions

She had a thousand stories

Neither of us had any answer

 

She said I married my second husband on a dude ranch down in Texas

He taught me how to rope and ride and some ancient Creole hexes

But the bastard was a drinker, I still hear him howlin’ at the moon

Broke his neck on a fence post, his life dust to a broom

 

Her eyes were glazed right over

Her tremblin’ hand clutching mine

She looked me square in the face

 

We shared a hundred laughs

A couple packs of cigarettes

Wondering why our lives so lacked in grace

 

She said I married my third husband, on a day when the stars were aligned

He took me to a fine nightclub, where we wined and we dined and we wined

He loved me for my intelligence, I loved him for his charm

Lost him in a car accident, along with my right arm

 

She had the eyes of an angel  (rest of verse)

 

© ken ward 2009

 

Frost on the Window

The snow flies

The wind is bitter

The frost on the windows

Is patterned in lace

And the sunshine is weak

As a fallen angel

In the frost on the windows

I can see your face

 

And it’s beautiful

So filled with grace

And it’s beautiful

Patterned in lace

In the frost on the windows

We stand face to face

 

No one should ever leave

In the depths of winter

Words caught in mid-air

Frozen in place

The moon so cold

I can see her shiver

In the frost on the windows

Where I can see your face

 

And it’s beautiful

So blessed with grace

And it’s beautiful

Patterned in lace

In the frost on the windows

We’re frozen

Face to face

 

And the snow flies

And the wind is bitter

 

© ken ward 2013

 

 

I Tried to Make You Happy

Well I tried to make you happy but I knew it wouldn’t work

Your demons were always hungry and the coffee wouldn’t perk

I tried to find a balance between love and sacrifice

But the struggle left me weakened

I put my faith in bad advice

 

What makes you happy makes me sad

Everything I find good you find bad

 

Well I tried to make you happy, believing love could conquer all

At the front door you insisted, I leave my feelings in the hall

I tried to feed your imagination, reality kept getting in the way

All those questions that had no answers

Pilling up day by day by day

 

What makes you happy brings me down

You’re all city, I’m all country and town

 

Well I tried to make you happy, I tried to ease your sense of guilt

But the record player kept skipping, the flowers began to wilt

When the afternoons were boring, I told you every secret that I knew

You had a taste for champagne and lobster

And I was raised on irish stew

 

What makes you happy doesn’t satisfy my soul

You’re all chocolate éclair, I’m all jelly-roll

 

© ken ward 2020

 

In The Middle of the Night

I love you like a rainstorm

In the middle of the night

I love you like a carnival

In the middle of the night

I love you like a warm blanket

In the middle of the night

I love you like a freight train

In the middle of the night

 

In the middle of the night

My heart beats just for you

In the middle of the night

Just as the snowy owl flew

In the middle of the night

I love you like the middle of the night

 

I love you like a dance-band

In the middle of the night

I love you like the silence

In the middle of the night

I love you like the scent of lilac

In the middle of the night

I love you like a drive-in movie

In the middle of the night

 

In the middle of the night

We share a common soul

In the middle of the night

Shaped like a copper bowl

In the middle of the night

I love you like the middle of the night

 

I love you like a blessing

In the middle of the night

I love you like a falling star

In the middle of the night

I love you like a deep dream

In the middle of the night

I love you like whisper

In the middle of the night

 

In the middle of the night

I think I feel your breath

In the middle of the night

A little closer now to death

In the middle of the night

I love you like the middle of the night

 

I love you like the ocean waves

In the middle of the night

I love you like a fire-fly

In the middle of the night

I love you like a bowl of berries

In the middle of the night

I love you like a soft kiss

In the middle of the night

 

In the middle of the night

I think I hear your voice

In the middle of the night

A thousand choirs rejoice

In the middle of the night

I love you like the middle of the night

 

© ken ward 2005

 

My Heart

Don’t want the world

Singing a song

About     my heart

Don’t want the world

To understand the workings

Of     my heart

Don’t want the world

To see the scars

That hold together    my heart

Don’t want the world

To know a thing

About    my heart

 

Keep my feelings to yourself

Keep my words to yourself

Keep my faults to yourself

Put my life back on the shelf

 

Don’t want the world

Dancing to the rhythms

Of    my heart

Don’t want the world

Discussing the pain

Felt by     my heart

Don’t want the world

Laughing about the mistakes

Made by    my heart

Don’t want the world

Eating their dinner

Thinking about    my heart

 

Keep my wishes to yourself

Keep my fears to yourself

Keep my hopes to yourself

Put my story back on the shelf

 

Don’t want the world

Talking in whispers

About    my heart

Don’t want the world

Knowing the truths

Hidden in    my heart

Don’t want the world

Kissing in the dark

Believing in    my heart

Don’t want the world

Living the lies

Told about     my heart

 

Keep my memories to yourself

Keep my secrets to yourself

Keep my love to yourself

Put my heart back on the shelf 

 

© ken ward 2006

 

Thinking Outside the Box

I’m thinking outside the box

I’ve got the strength of a mule, the cunning of a fox

Back to bacon and beans, no more bagels and lox

I’m thinking outside the box

 

I’m colouring outside the lines

Taking more chances, ignoring the stop signs

Cinnamon and crimsons to blow everyone’s minds

Colouring outside the lines

(chorus)

 

Take some risks now and then

You just might make a brand new friend

Turn your back on the things you know

It’ll help you grow

 

I’m taking a path that no one takes

Stepping on the gas, forget about the brakes

I got new socks and shoes for goodness sakes

Taking a path that no one takes

 

I’m stepping outside my comfort zone

Wearing a new hat, throwing a way my phone

Learning to play the slide trombone

Stepping outside my comfort zone

(chorus)

 

I’m living the life I was meant to live

A lot less take, a lot more give

Worries of the world like water through a sieve

I’m living the live I was meant to live

 

© ken ward 2020

 

Puss McQueen  The Kissing Machine

Puss McQueen   the Kissing Machine

She’s the hottest lover to ever come on the scene

She’s a passionate woman, she was a flirtatious girl

There’s not another like her in the whole flaming world

Puss McQueen   the Kissing Machine

 

Puss’s lips are deliciously red

To match the plumed hat that she likes to wear to bed

She wears her sweet heart upon her silken sleeve

There’s nothing in this world she couldn’t achieve

Puss McQueen   the Kissing Machine

 

Puss has kissed a dozen rock stars, pirates and kings

On each fleshy finger, she wears their golden rings

She blows kisses to all her children, to the moon, the setting sun

Her kisses so enchanting, they taste of wisdom and of fun

Puss McQueen   the Kissing Machine

 

Puss’s kisses are dangerous, delirious and divine

One too many kisses and you’ll think you lost your mind

Puss’s kisses have often left me in despair

Lipstick on my collar and gold dust in my hair

Puss McQueen   the Kissing Machine

 

Puss’s kisses are soft as a midnight summer rain

She loves French kissing, says it’s good for the brain

She’s got a kiss for every occasion, each one named

For another conquered hero, another heart inflamed

Puss McQueen   the Kissing Machine

 

© ken ward 2020

 

 

Tower of Babel

In the Tower of Babel, where I used to live

Everybody took, no one knew how to give

Everybody spoke in a language all their own

I never understood why I felt so alone

 

In the Tower of Babel, the walls newspaper thin

I heard the faintest of whispers, the drop of a pin

The summers were stifling, the winters achingly dry

People checked out for good without saying goodbye

 

In the Tower of Babel, I slept all alone

Frightened and hungry and chilled to the bone

In the Tower of Babel, my nightmares began

I left early one morning, I ran and I ran

 

In the Tower of Babel, elevators broke down

A hundred flights of stairs, ten miles out of town

All the tenants were aliens from a strange, strange land

Where people lived in houses made of black ice and sand

 

In the Tower of Babel, the radio reception was bad

The superintendent’s wife was stark raving mad

All the windows were broken by high-flying birds

The halls reeked of superstition and Rotweiller turds

 

In the Tower of Babel life was hurtful and rough

I knew I had to leave, I’m not that resourceful or tough

In the Tower of Babel, life felt like a wake

I could never figure out just what was at stake

 

In the Tower of Babel, no play, constant work

The children were ugly, the men smiled with a smirk

Time dragged on for years, there was so little space

To find some relief from the whole human race

 

© ken ward 2020

 

Tough Luck

Tough luck           Life’s got you on your knees

Tough luck           You got a communicable disease

Tough luck           You thought your health was fine

                                But your hair is falling out

                                And you think you’re going blind

 

Tough luck           You didn’t get the job

Tough luck           You thought that you deserved

Tough luck           A friendship fell apart

                                You thought so well preserved

                                But you broke another heart

 

Tough luck           Your bank account is getting low

Tough luck           Your garden doesn’t grow

Tough luck           You’re putting on some weight

                                Your boss has run off with your wife

                                Cos you’re always coming in late

 

Tough luck           Your caddie needs a new transmission

Tough luck           You’ve lost all your ambition

Tough luck           The neighbours cat’s in heat

                                The pool boy stole your credit card

                                Took all his friends out for a treat

 

 

Tough luck           It’s too late to late to compromise

Tough luck           People see a fear that’s in your eyes

Tough luck           There’s no one left to blame

                                You’ve burned too many bridges

                                All your excuses are getting lame

 

Tough luck           Your faith is wearing thin

Tough luck           You’re now drinking lemon gin

Tough luck           You’re a stranger in this place

                                You’re on all the wanted posters

                                And your kids all hate your face 

 

© ken ward 2009

 

 

Love You Like A Warm Rain

Lyrics by Kit Feral

 

 

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